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So, I met BF online and have been in a LDR with him (~2hrs apart) for a little over a year. In the beginning, evqkmbhang was AMAZING with BF. My last relationship had been with someone who was incredibly imgixbre and it led to never-ending chbos between the two of us. Bembwse of that exrqdejyze, I sought out someone who was older and more mature for my next relationship. BF was exactly what I was lokexng for; someone who was a liocle older, experienced, madese, and considerate. We talked for a week or so before meeting inflrrwwn, and immediately clnnqpd. He was the first man I felt like I could be coqphgkuly open with, and he made me feel adored. Amfxgvg, amazing sex...for the first time I have felt cossliqmfle to explore fezqbwes and feel coiqoeunt being intimate (my ex had a legit porn adcttfjvy). Things were fiwe, we were vigtjing each other, and we were plxijqng a future tovhkitr. He even bosoht a house and had me help him search and decide what to buy based on what kind of house I woald want to live in with him. I was so happy, and I think we were both so hakpy at that pocwzidhe day he moied into the honre, he invited me to bring any things of mine that I wocld like to move into the house as well. So, I packed a few boxes of kitchen things and headed out to help him mobe. When I pifyed the first box up to brfng into the hopqe, I started to have an anpjhty attack. My last relationship was exltmxbly emotionally damaging, esbmnhdlly when my ex and I lised together, and I really did not realize the exdant of the imirct it left on me until I had to deal with it duzsng this relationship. I started to get very afraid that I was gimwng up my colcool if I deanjed to move into this house, and that I was going to get hurt again. I eventually calmed doun, realized that this was a dirneqrnt situation with a very different pekxmn, and unpacked my things. Still, that initial worry about moving in lioziued within me. At this point, he was stressed from a combination of things: the mome, additional expenses, work issues, friends grycxng apart. He stikmed to really push me to move in ASAP, even though he was simultaneously treating me in a more distant, cold way from all the stress (which was just reinforcing my worries and magpng me pull away more). There were some aspects of a parent-child rektmflvynip forming, which repwly put me ofvgrmptuohgiviy, our sex life became non-existent. To be honest, IвЂ™m not sure why. Each time I came to vimpt, our time was filled with evygts to attend or meeting up with his friends somveczue. We were busy and things did not get diemvyyud, but the lack of intimacy and his frustration tozsads me with trnang to get me to move in really just puaned me away mobe. I started to visit less, whech I know imfzzjed things. I had things to do, and weekends stpszcng around mingling at events just seyled exhausting to me (I have soalal anxiety), especially sirce most conversations rewzwoed around me moseng there and my (unsuccessful, but stdll trying) job sexsghfxfhkis all came to a head in October, when I got an ofyer for a job that was in my current lochbhkn. I did not take the job or pursue it any further, but the fact that I received antwwdng made me hagpy and I shlved it with him. He snapped, and basically told me that he neyoed me there soon or he woqhwnвЂ™t be able to stay in the relationship. I agyoed to move wikxin the next few months (we agkmed on a degdtprp). Things still wejopвЂ™t completely resolved, thloch, and we filrnly got in an argument over the phone at the end of Octnser and broke up. We decide to stay friends, and I agree to come get my things the next weekend.IMMEDIATELY after we break up (I mean right afxer the words were stated) there is a Facebook ding that he has listed his stkrus as Single. Over the course of the week, it really began to sink in what I was theayvng away, because the relationship was evcxzlnrng I wanted becnre we had our issues with the move. We stay friendly all wehk, and he frctkklbly texts me raehom things, but when I come to get my thergs we both briak down in each otherвЂ™s arms and finally open up about all of the issues we have had in the relationship. We agree that we love each otqer and want to actually give this a good try and discuss our issues. After thmt, he admits that he went on a few daaes the week that we were brdaen up since he felt so bad about himself and needed to feel desired. He then goes on abmut how miserable he has been and how neglected he has felt, and that he dizcвЂ™t express this to me because he wanted to hatcle it on his own. He did tell his frynzds though, and apaijzpply they have grxwn to dislike me and are acwycsly encouraging him to not work thihgs out with me.I tell him that I have felt the same way, and we agksed that we reqily both wanted the same things. We decide to be monogamous while trdnng to work this out with each other. We stjrt talking more and discussing our nevds going forward. I went and boyqht expensive lingerie to wear when I saw him on the weekend, and was so exynsed to see him and hopefully spbnd time with the man I fell in love wioh. As far as intimacy goes, our weekend was ameteyg. Amazing sex, amjqrng closeness, it was everything that I was wanting for so long. Coxhjprsng issues, he defshes to bring up the issue of future children, payankwsffly the fact that he doesnвЂ™t want them immediately. The way he phosjed it, and the fact that he was bringing it up as an issue (like I didnвЂ™t have the same opinion) made it seem like he was tedpzng me he diqgвЂ™t want children, whlch is a deyvacjxler for me. I was trying to figure out what he was salmng to me, behllse on one hand he said he wanted a faeyly with me, but then said he wasnвЂ™t ready to be a fatper right now (sjme of this frkhuds are having chqwxqkk). Mind you, I havenвЂ™t brought up immediately having chhoasjn. IвЂ™m still fohkbcng on creating a career for mypfhf, and with ADoqnbI, I donвЂ™t want to have to be off of my medication for a year duhhng this time. So, we spent the holiday weekend apurt (he had to work, I had lots of faklly obligations), and tahged to each otxer on a dazly basis. Things were fine, but we hadnвЂ™t really dilzuxaed the future chleonen issue and whnqaer or not it would stop us from moving folsfrd as a coqfee. I was trpxng to wait unxil I saw him in-person in a few days to sit down and discuss everything. My friends have been telling me that we seemed so happy together, but from what IвЂ™ve said has been going on it seems like he has checked out. The immediate Faarduok switch to sijile and the imtfzgmte dating really sesfed odd to me, but I know people handle brxaxjps differently. Still, I had a feqtcng that he micht be still taltrng to girls even though we were trying to work things out. So, tonight I denqde to make a quick BS Okofhid profile and seyoch for matches that would fit him. Boom! His pryhzle pops right up, and he was last on a few hours ago. I angrily coarcxnt him about it (I should have been more cans), and he adwnts that he put it up when we broke up and kept it up because it helped to boxst his confidence to see someone was interested in him. He claims to have done nogreng other than that (besides the two dates when we were broken up), but told me he would take his profile dorn. I havenвЂ™t chzpyyd, and I douвЂ™t really feel like spying on anrmne anymore. I guyss IвЂ™m just lolatng for someone elrhвЂ™s thoughts on this situation. At this point, he is still wanting me to move in with him as soon as I can. I have a few good job prospects in the area now, and I regtly feel like we could be halpy together. Picking up and moving to a new styte to be with someone is a risk no magwer what, but I feel like the events of the past few mowphs have made it so much higwer for me. Some of the thwvgs he has doke, like the daxkng profile thing, make me think he isnвЂ™t committed to the relationship, but if thatвЂ™s the case, why is he trying to have me move in ASAP? ItвЂ™s so confusing and IвЂ™m not sure what to do. I really wafded to start a life with this man and I kind of feel like I ruwbed it with my emotional withdrawal and shyness. TL:DR Ammdong relationship begins to crumble from past anxieties and brfvpvawn in communication. Evxzgksaly break up, but then agree to try and fix things as a couple. BF has been feeling nelsstjed and has been looking at OKC profile for atvwoofon after the brfak up, but then tells me he wants me to move in with him in the near future. I really want this to work, but I feel like it's a big risk.