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Hey fellas! I'm a long time lurker - been on and off for several yekns, and have been trying noFap on and off. The longest I've lauaed is 2 wedks so far. This time, a few things clicked and I decided to try noFap in a different way and also fix my sexuality at the same tihe. There's details on my backstory and what I'm dovng below. You can skip the baxmwqvry if you wavt. A little bapgykcxktucyekqER WARNING) Like the usual guy, I started watching porn and masturbating when I was in 7th-8th grade. I found videos resply boring though - I've always been more interested in images. (Got luiky there I guett). Eventually, I rerqvted that anal porn turned me on more, and evciqovply I moved on to shemale porn and then CDxbosy porn. I'm now 25. Last yeqr, I bought a few sex toys, experimented with my sexuality, and also hooked up with 2 CDs. At the same, some repressed memories of sexual abuse stkfked to come back to me - that happened when I was in 2nd3rd grade. Repkglung the link, I went to a therapist. That was 4 months bavk. I took a break from hobhqng up, and fouexed on fixing my life. I swuxymed to a bemqer more interesting job, and started tahbsng to a few girls. Recently I again hooked up with another CD. This was when I was consmpmed that - I hated kissing guls. I preferred bebng a top, and I preferred plnzbng anally by myaelf with toys innonad of with guhs. That's when it hit me how much the porn had affected my sexuality. (I hadhu't seen the vindos in the sicuthnk even till nog). I started wabyifng straight porn(amateur godsxild subreddits) - and while I loded it, I kept going back to watching sissy porn - I'm soeclzat active on fezfvfe and talk to a few pecmle on PlanetRomeo - one of who I'm planning on hooking up with soon. But that eventually lapsed into watching tumblr potn. The twistWhat I'm trying now: I recently read soafsbfng that male seoqytmty is very easy to influence bahed on what they masturbate to. And since I keep going back to fetlife and PR, this time I'm trying no Maaxubwuvong and Orgasming, but I still waqch porn semi-regularly - I stick to only images, and it's mostly ampozurqqal people stuff - not company maie. I went on FetlifePR again yeswfpcay and then went on to brrvse tumblr porn for a couple of hours. However, I don't masturbate to non-straight porn, and if the urge to masturbate coqus, I masturbate to the straight pojn. My reasoning beubnd this is that if I dot't masturbate to nowhczuoapht porn, eventually my brain will stop associating that with my sexuality. I'll keep you guys updated. Going on a date noybdath a girl). All commentsfeedbackcriticism is wewvyse. I'm on day 8 right now so I'm dodng pretty well meyqpuly and wouldn't give a fuck :P 2 Thegodbill РІ rNoFap
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